Sunday, July 20, 2008
Whr do i Belong?
Im feeling Blur n Dizzy when i woke this morning. Actually i already woke at 5am last nite, play cabal a while, went FT wif a guildmate. After dat around 6.50am i took my flu medi n went back to sleep... but cant sleep much. Around 9am i start tossing around cant sleep. But when wake up i feel dizzy n blur... swt
Maybe bcoz of this, im feeling crancky n a bit down... I dun feel like talking, i dun feel like entertaining n i felt i dun Belong in my guild... hope it's jz my sickness/medi dat give me such feelings...
This morning, went FT wif an old fren... everything seems the same, n yet everything felt so diff (>.<) if onli time can turn back...
Not in the mood to do anything now... guess i'll jz go off n lay on bed peacefully or go out for lunch.
*i wonder, will i ever find somewhr dat i Belong?*
*i wonder, whr do i truly belong in this real world n in this virtual world*
*im still floating in semi darkness's twilight zone trying to find the door which will open to the place dat makes me feel truly Belong*
*or maybe, i onli belong in my mother's arms, which is out of this world*
Siao liao, hope the medi effect will b gone soon (>.<)
