Monday, March 16, 2009

Stupid n Foolish

Humans... most humans is selfish, ungrateful creatures.

The more we care for a specific some1, the more they tend to take us for granted n neglect us.

I tot i can live in game world w/o having to talk to any1. Actually i can, if they dun get close to me n make me care for them... after i started caring for them, i care too much. I fall too deep n i will started to b neglected.

humans... so stupid but i tink the most stupid 1 will b myself.
coz i never learn frm past mistake... keep on rushing to the same thing over n over again until the day my head blow off =.="

while writing tis... im quietly crying to myself.
I dunno y im feeling so down, so unhappy n so emo but i wish i can jz turn away n pretend dat Hun is dead...
Im a new me... no more Hun in tis world. No more the over sensitive, over caring, over emo Hun....

Wind, how i wish to b like wat u wish to be... the heartless, feelingless person..

Hahahaha... i always wish for the impossible when the true possibilty lay in my own hands...
Again, Stupid... dats the onli word i can describe myself... ok, add 1 more... Stupid n Foolish.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

R.I.P Nik girl...

It's been so long since my last entry.

Sigh... it seems like my blog is onli a place for me to pour out my unhappiness... when im happy, i dun blog. How can i b so ungrateful? >.<

Dear Bloggie, i love u even tho i onli log in when im unhappy LOL

A good fren @ fellow Caballian passed away on 6/3 4am due to terminal illness. Sigh... she's onli in her 20s wif a big heart loving nature. She was an exceptional person, touched the hearts of all those around her...
Too bad, heaven nid angels n called her home T_T

How ironic tis world is, those dat shud die n wishes to die will have long life... those dat have a bright future waiting for them have to die at such tender age. How unfair tis world is... Sigh...

Added @ 12/3/2009
To others, to her frens... we might had cried when we heard the news but to life goes on...
But she left a very deep impression on most of her frens. Even tho life goes on, we will never forget her.

2day i went to the forum n saw a post which her aunt told her best fren. It's so touching i cant stop my eyes frm tearing >_<

Nikole @ Iztl... we love u, we all love u... but u r in safe hands now, no more suffering, no more pain (n no more u to make me smile T_T). U r now a real angel in heaven.
I will not say GoodBye my dearest fren but i will say C U Again...
Till we meet again someday soon, Rest in Peace...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

鍾無艷 - 謝安琪

A nice song intro by Cloud. Tys for his translation else i wont get the meaning of the song so quick, yet i still had to listen to the song for a few times to grab the meaning LOL

鍾無艷 - 謝安琪

Ystd i was feeling a bit not like my usual self.
I dun call dat emo or moody but somehow i jz dun feel as playful as usual... Dunno wats wrong...
Errmmm... maybe i can blame it on the stars or hormones LOL

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Amusing Morning @ the market

I want to share something funny in my blog 2day

Tis morning, i went to the market to get my breakfast... While there i browse thru the goods of some China Girl's stall.
While there, there was tis 3 aunties (around 40-50yrs old) browsing her goods as well.

Suddenly 1 of the auntie pointed out few boxes n she gleefully tell her frens wat is dat.
N her frens replied "choyyyyyyy... kam lou chong sek li di yeh meh?" (so old still eat this kinda things?)
another 1 replied "lou yam chong!" (old pervert)

LOL

N she told her frens
"Ngo lou gong mou sek li di emm dak!" "sek jor hou geng!" (my husband dun eat tis kinda things CANNOT, after he took them he bcome very powerful)

LOL i guess all my frens dat is reading tis post know wat im referring to ba xD

ROFL