Evening, is the time when the sun set, making the world orange-red while the night, the darkness slowly envelope part of the world. The stars would start twinkling n the moon would start shinning... But in another words, it could b - Evening, is the time when the light of the day is gone, n dark n loneliness starts to envelope 1's life. I dun realli like evenings, if i happen to b outside when the sun starts to set n the nights creeping in, my mood would b like, a bit sad n moody as if im saying goodbye to a good fren (the sun) n unwilling to welcome the darkness. Bside dat i would b feeling a sort of Deja-vu... When i was a kid, every evenings the malays will b praying (they have a speaker on top of their mosque so when they pray the whole area can hear). I'll dread this time of the day (T_T) I feel so alone n so scared when the light starting to b gone n the malays chanting n praying makes me sadder. Maybe dats y till now i might sometimes b afraid of the evenings (my another weird personality =.=") In our life, it isnt easy to find some1 we can realli like n care n it's harder to find some1 dat return our feelings... It's not dat i dun hv my share of admirers, but sometimes it's not easy to return the feelings...In these 2 yrs, i came across 2 persons dat i realli liked n cared, but both times i ended up being a fool n hurted. I tot, i will make them happy by assisting them in everything they nid. My thinking was, as long they r happy i'll b happy...but looks like im wrong... Wat i wan is simple, care me a bit more, talk to me bout anything n dun neglect me. No matter wat i do for them, in the end i'll ended up being alone. Maybe mature guys is like this, when some1 dote on them too much, it get to their head n overlook dat person... or maybe we girls shud not let them know how much important they r to us to keep them to care for us... Lols *While in the process of chasing after an illusion, i overlook realities* But still, im still an idiot... i still will wish them happiness. Still, i will do anything i can for them as long as they r happy. N when my pain got numb, i'll b happy dat we can b close frens. But, i wish i wont go thru this kinda things again. It realli hurts n each time it got worse... I rather flirts around n stop there. 2nite, im confused bout something... so i try to light up my mood by finding something light n funny wif happy lovely ending movie to watch... too bad, cant find any (>.<") So i ended up watching Young n Dangerous I (古惑仔 I) Been watching this movie for few times in these few years Lols. But I still likes this movie alot especially Gigi. Too bad she had to die in the 3rd of the movie... Love watching Ekin Cheng n Jordan too (*_*)
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Dreamers more than doers, they are sensitive to the hurts and happiness of others and are governed more by emotion than reason.
They seem to be loners but are in a search to connect with others.
Spirituality(emoness =.=") plays an important role, affecting all major decisions.
They are often destined for disappointment in love.(Sobs)
They may project their romantic notion upon the relationship only to discover that their partner cannot understand their spiritual needs.
