Thursday, August 14, 2008
LOST
I used to b flirty online. Lols... once i log in there's quite a few PMs "Dears/Darlings"
But now, sometimes im still playful but i jz cant bring myself to call them "dear/darling" if i dun mean it. Wonder, i changed? Maybe... sigh
My aquarium's pump had spoilt for few weeks... luckily my 3 little gold fishies still live. But it's so pitying to c them swimming to the surface to breath. I'd went to the fish shop to ask the price of a new pump... it's around RM18... quite exp. Is there anyway i can DIY a simple pump dat can suck up the water to the top so dat filtered water will b recycle back to the aquarium?
I tot of giving away these 3 little gold fishes but... they will swim to me wif big hungry eyes asking for food everytime i go near (>.<)
Human beings... no matter how much we tell ourself, how much we tell others dat we can live alone, we dun nid any1. It's all a lie. A lie to ourself n a lie to others.
We may not realise it, we may not realise how much dependent we'd bcome. It could b simple things like some1 particular or a particular fren dat is always there for us, doin things 2gether, chatting bout nothing, etc etc.
But when this particular person started being absent, we'll feel LOST, EMPTY, LONELY... dats when we realise how deep we'd allowed this person into our life. Den we'll start being moody coz he/she's not around... sigh
Dun feel like eating 2day. Abit back pain too...
Cloud shud b in Cherating by now. How is it?
Is the sky as clear as a glass?
Is the sea as blue as a baby doll's eyes?
Is the water as warm as the sunshine?
Hope u having fun (^_^) take care
p/s - if something knock on ur door in the middle of the night, Dun Open! Lolx
9.25pm
I'm feeling kinda moody n blue 2day even tho there were moments dat i 4got bout my moodiness but once back home everything came back. Loneliness, blues, bleakness, moodiness...
While on the way to the CC earlier, i tried to go in between the cars coz it's very packed here since 2nite is the pasar malam nite. But the car on my left suddenly make a move backwards n i nearly bcame pancake Lol
Hope my moodiness n blues will b gone tml. Very sleepy... Nitez my frens.
(>.<) Cloud said i sound like China Girl =P trying to speak English. Sobssssss
