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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Late night entry

1.31am

I already slept around 10+ but woke around 12.45am to vend in Cabal... den now my eyes as big as salted egg yolk LOL but Ishu slept le, ntg do in Cabal so i try to find something to bla bla bla here...

Oh, i finally get to chat wif Kio! Missed him so much! Glad he's doin fine (^_^) +u+u my dearest fren! But he sound so bz im afraid im disturbing him (>.<)

This evening when i was riding around searching for dinner i bypass a chinese funeral ceremony (dunno how to call it). All those dat believes in myths say it's bad luck to go to such ceremony n it's even not good to look at it.
Even tho i dun quite believe in Gods but im always fascinated wif the fairies n underworld myths.

Once, my step bro told me he heard the infamous chain sound when my old landlord was dying.
Chains is wat the chinese soul reapers hold when they come to take away a person.

W/O all my virtual frens im totally a nobody. Maybe a fake human dat live on bcoz she dun hv the courage to die n yet cant find the courage to change her life. Tinking like tis suddenly im feeling emo.
Im so afraid of losing my frens, so afraid of shattering the illusions...

Tis is my fav song in Moonlight Resonance. Sweet yet sad