Thursday, September 4, 2008
Moody
Im feeling moody since last nite. Tis morning when i watch back the mtv below （我只在乎你）suddenly i feel sad, as if something is tugging my heart. Teresa Teng was my mum's fav singer. I missed my mum... especially in such moody mood. I feel like crying for no reason.
I missed the old days even tho our family is complicated n chaos, at least i have a family. At least i hv some1 dat truly love me, will forgive any mistake i do, will sacrifice anything selflessly for me, will rather bear the hunger to let me eat well, will shield me frm pain n sadness. Dat is, the person i love most - my mum.
My mum was born on the year of the monkey, so like her zodiac she's always cheeky n full of ideas. My mum likes to watch documentary. Whenever National Geography aired programs bout Monkeys, me n my step bro will b calling my mum "mummy, faster come c! U r on TV!" or "ur sis n bros on tv!" but she wont b angry n we all will laugh at it 2gether. My mum was always easy goin, open minded n dun hold grudges.
Until now, sometimes i will make such idiotic jokes but afterwards i'll regret it coz most ppl consider tis as insult (>.<)
Now i feel calmer even tho still not completely ok...
