When we were kids we wish we will faster grow up so dat we can go wherever we wan, do watever we wan, b in charge of our own life n destiny. But when we finally grew up n tasted wat is hard life, wat is heart ache, wat is laziness, wat is worries. We wish again to turn back into a kid. Yes, funny but it's true. Most ppls is like tis.
Im known as being a blur blur person. Tinking back i was a blur kid too. My childhood passed so fast as if it was yesterday but the memories is kinda blur now. I never wish to grew up but now im definately wishing to turn back the clock n bcome a kid again. Or at least to the time when my mum is still alive so dat i can change the history of mine n my mother's life.
Im feeling kinda moody tis 2 days n i dun realli know y. Maybe i feel im being neglected by few frens. Maybe im so silly it hurts when i regard a fren as close fren n can talk bout anything but ended up being the last 1 to know anything. Or maybe im emo dat 1 by 1 of my frens disappear. But it's definately not PMS LOL
OK, fine ba. Since they dun regard me as close fren y shud i? Being alone is fine! So wat the heck! Tml im goin to get back to my own cheerful, crazy, blur self. But... let me continue mourning 2day for my loss of frens (T_T)
Tis few days i'd been rewatching Dicey Bussiness (賭場風雲) coz when i cant use the comp there's ntg for me to do. Anyway, tis is a very nice drama but i realli hate the ughly parts when they start getting mad at each other. But Micheal Miu is so elegant! Well...I still prefer fairy tales whr there is always happy ending LOL
Tis is the theme song of Dicey Bussiness, it's very nice n meaningful.
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Dreamers more than doers, they are sensitive to the hurts and happiness of others and are governed more by emotion than reason.
They seem to be loners but are in a search to connect with others.
Spirituality(emoness =.=") plays an important role, affecting all major decisions.
They are often destined for disappointment in love.(Sobs)
They may project their romantic notion upon the relationship only to discover that their partner cannot understand their spiritual needs.
