Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Silly me
Im sleepy but i was watching Moonlight Resonance (until ep17 onli) Again, my eyes pain coz i cried while watching. Well not crying until like cow Mooo Mooo like dat lar but still, my eyes wet till pain.
Dunno y, lately my tears drop easily whenever i watch good drama or movies but when something happen in real life i found it hard to drop a single tear no matter how sad i am. Even when my mum died, i din cry much even tho my heart is bleeding. But now when i tink back of her, my eyes will wet. Maybe, memories effect me more.
Hmmm... maybe i cried easily while watching dramas/movies is bcoz there is too much tears in me dat cannot find any route out LOL anyway, even tho feeling abit emo yet im happy. Happy to had lived in the dramas/movies while i watched it. I tink im realli into it, like im there inside the stories. Dats y i cried easily.
Like some of my frens said, i seems like hiding in virtual reality, hiding in mmorpg online games.
But i realli enjoyed it. N i enjoy being INSIDE the drama/movie even more! Whr i can 4got about reality, bout wats haunting me, bout wats bothering me, bout everything!
LOL it's late n im not getting enuf sleep tis few days. Signing off @ 2.47am
