Tuesday, November 25, 2008

25th Nov

25th of Nov... n still waiting for 1st person to wish me Happy Getting 1 Year Older LOL
Or maybe no1 remembered? Sobsssss
N i wonder does he even know 2day is my bday?

Ystd i lost control n bla bla bla to him...
He gave me "@@" n "ZZzzz"
Now i worried i might scared him away...
Sigh... i wont tell him anything anymore.
Jz silently supporting n caring for him is enuf...
Maybe treat him as buddies n go flirt around xD den i wont emo anymore.

Hmmm... im not goin to celebrate my bday.
1stly, no1 i wanted to celebrate wif
2ndly, no1 wan to celebrate for me
3rdly, it's the end of the month n my purse getting tight. xD
4thly, better not b reminded im getting older =X

But i'll b nice if some1 i cared bout show me some extra sweetness during tis day.
Imagine how u make a fool of urself for him but he dun even know ur bday... ZZzzz

B4 i 4got, i wanted to wish Kelvin(wind-east of WMO) n Kevin (Nemo) Happy Birthday!!!
Wishing u both all the best~~!!!

Added @ 12.22pm
Riri was the 1st to wish me Happy Bday as expected
n Vernette is the second.
Tys girls, love u girlssssssss =x

Added @ 4.07pm
Kelvin was the 3rd to wish me... Haha... same for him. His bday falls on the same date as me.
Owl 4th n he's 5th.

Wow... now i realised how limited my frens r... i might have a phone book dat is full or an msn list dat is full of frens but those who truly knows me n cares is onli tis few...
I tink i nid to get a life!

Hmmm... i felt his attitude towards me has changed n owl confirm this too. Sigh...
There's ntg else i can do. At least i still can b by his side as good frens.
I guess dats enuf even tho it hurts.
I will recover, i know i will. No worries.
But he's the sweetest n i wish my feels for him will remain for all times.
MiyaMi u r sweet too... i owe u my most gratitude