Sunday, November 23, 2008
again
Dreamt of me being in an accident last nite. The dream still flash in my head vividly...
I remembered closing my eyes when i fall n somehow a feel of peacefulness enveloped over me.
Strange dream.
Seems like he's ignoring me now... Pain... so painful.
But i was the 1 who got out of control at the 1st place...
So i dunno wat to do now...
Sigh...
Even tho i tot n said of leaving but it's realli hard.
I still wan to hang around him, but when hanging around him n he doesnt care or ignore me, my heart ache.
Dam... hate this kind of things happening.
But y humans is still so stupid n let themself get hurt over n over again?
Y im so stupid n let my heart ache over n over again?
Even as i was hurting n writing about tis here n now, he wont even know.
No, he wont...
Well... it's a good thing he dun have patience to read so he wont b here to read tis. If he did den he's goin to tink im crazy LOL
