Monday, November 17, 2008

爱恨简单

Sat nite, i went out for dinner wif my hsemate.
While we were cruising for food, it's raining quite hard outside.
Suddenly, tis song came frm the radio.
爱恨简单(I love U) frm Fish Leong

Fish Leong wasnt my fave singer n i know tis song was popular few years ago. The original singer was David Tao. But when i heard her (fish leong) singing tis song on dat particular night wif the rain pounding softly outside the car (n me car-sick-ing inside), the song totally touched me. It's so full of emo n feel.

It's supposed to b a romantic, wonderful love song for some1 u love but somehow i felt a tinge of sadness.
Maybe bcoz im naturally an emo person or maybe the tinge of sadness came from havent realli being loved b4.

The onli love i'd ever felt was frm my mum. Other then dat, i might once believed i was in love but in the end everything turn out to b 1 sided or it's jz infatuation or even jz fantasy coz it died out.
So, i stop believing there is love between a man n a woman.
Feels, yes i believe in this but not love.

Yet, somehow tis song, it makes me yearn for a love frm a man. A man who will unselfishly give his all for the person he love. N i wonder... does such person exist? Even if he does, will i have the luck n fate in tis life of mine to find him? N do i have the courage to take the 1st step towards him?
Will the HE dat im strongly attracted to at this moment b the him?

I dunno... n i dunno will i ever know...

My 1st mithril s.amp orb frm some1 so very sweet ingame. Yes, it's HIM xD
He even arranged a heart shape in my inventory when i was offline to gave it to me. So very sweet... n i was speechless when i saw it.