I'd been very bz clearing up my work n oso cleaning the hse dat i dun have time to post any entries into my blog.
Finally, i completely recovered 2-3days b4 CNY (yoooohoooo xD)but it wont make any diff if i din recovered coz im not goin anywhr.
My "maybe" trip back Png was cancelled coz bonus was deducted 30% =.=" Yah... poor CNY tis year... Sobs...
So i wont b goin anywhr tis CNY, maybe some dinners wif my father, step sis n step bro... other den dat i guess i'll go watch All's Well Ends Well 2009... Hmmmm has been anticipating tis movie xD
ZZzzzz i screwed up my playlist... dunno how to fix it now >.<
Hmmmm... Im missing HIM, so much... tis past week, i was bz wif my work n he quite bz wif his n his new frens, so we din have much time for each other (when i have time for him, i realised he dun nid me around like last time anymore) I often wondered, will he miss me even a little bit? Looks like he wont ba... So, tis few days i'd been feeling emo n negative... sigh
Or maybe coz CNY is for family reunion n im missing my mum dat effect me so much, hoping for him to comfort n accompany me...
Arghhh.... anything, i dun nid any1 in my life! coz i will makes things complicated even if ntg happen! I nid to learn not to nid any1... I will...
Missing Miyami too...
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Dreamers more than doers, they are sensitive to the hurts and happiness of others and are governed more by emotion than reason.
They seem to be loners but are in a search to connect with others.
Spirituality(emoness =.=") plays an important role, affecting all major decisions.
They are often destined for disappointment in love.(Sobs)
They may project their romantic notion upon the relationship only to discover that their partner cannot understand their spiritual needs.
