Monday, March 16, 2009
Stupid n Foolish
Humans... most humans is selfish, ungrateful creatures.
The more we care for a specific some1, the more they tend to take us for granted n neglect us.
I tot i can live in game world w/o having to talk to any1. Actually i can, if they dun get close to me n make me care for them... after i started caring for them, i care too much. I fall too deep n i will started to b neglected.
humans... so stupid but i tink the most stupid 1 will b myself.
coz i never learn frm past mistake... keep on rushing to the same thing over n over again until the day my head blow off =.="
while writing tis... im quietly crying to myself.
I dunno y im feeling so down, so unhappy n so emo but i wish i can jz turn away n pretend dat Hun is dead...
Im a new me... no more Hun in tis world. No more the over sensitive, over caring, over emo Hun....
Wind, how i wish to b like wat u wish to be... the heartless, feelingless person..
Hahahaha... i always wish for the impossible when the true possibilty lay in my own hands...
Again, Stupid... dats the onli word i can describe myself... ok, add 1 more... Stupid n Foolish.