Monday, June 15, 2009
damn
Im worried bout my fren and oso lost faith n confidence in guys.
I can c how much she is suffering frm the inside. She is blaming herself for being useless. For being unable to decide wat she realli wanna do.
She suffer being at a home dat her husband doesnt love her, and yet she is afraid to venture into the world to rebuild her life.
She worried how her childrens will fare if she leave them n get a divorce.
But if she stay on she cant stop her mind frm tinking wat had happened and how her husband treated her. How he doesnt love her. She cant stop her tears from falling everyday.
She cant concentrate on anything and there's no more smile in her eyes. I felt, a part of her had died.
She told me, if tis goes on n her husband dun treat her better or show he appreciate her, she might take the easiest way out instead of divorcing - suicide.
Then she doesnt have to tink anymore, doesnt have to worry anymore, doesnt have to cry and heartache anymore.
I'd been advising n consoling her tis is not the onli way, advise n console until i became emo myself...
Haiz... im feeling down, tis few weeks im feeling damn down, damn emo, damn sad, damn lonely... and i dun tink any1 can truly understand me...
