Thursday, July 16, 2009
New Work
Ystd was my 1st day at my new workplace. It's ok, the colleagues there is frenly and i can mix well wif them. I cant surf the net in the office coz it's restricted and i cant install Cabal either bcoz i nid admin password to do so... Sobs, looks like im realli quitting online games le... Gudbye my frens, Gudbye my pets (my husky and pumpkin), Gudbye my Ishu Boss... Sobs...
I can onli on MSN n Skype there, so any of my frens dat wan find me. Jz msn me ba...
My new work is ok except that i'd been lost for 2 consecutive days (ystd n 2day) when trying to come back to KEPONG =.=" realli swt... zzzz
Finally i know whr i went wrong. So i think tml i wont get lost anymore.
Cloud, asked me when i went on a date wif him "what propelled u to suddenly make such big changes in life"
I was suprised he asked that coz even those most closest to me doesn't feel my changes but a fren dat wasn't very close to me noticed. Since then, i realli like him as a good fren type (i wont mind seducing u =P)
So far, onli Cloud and Ishu boss realised i changed...
Hmmm... what actually made me changed?
Well... it's true something actually happened in my life in these 2-3 months dat made me changed 360 degrees and im still changing for im goin to move away frm Kepong soon and im even hoping to find a job in SG.
I threw away my self-conciousness and shyness. I used to cared what others tink of me about 90% but now, i onli care 30%. I nid to bring myself out of my shells bcoz now im truly ALONE.
I changed job, bcoz this new job give me a slightly higher pay but wats most important is. Its gonna b a totally new place, and hopefully a new life which will be better than my previous. And at here, i can learn alot new things, even tho i'd worked in few shipping fields before, namely - freight forwarding, feedering, forwarding, etc but this company. They doin everything including transportation and even ship husbandary (vessel's spare parts)
No doubt i'll be very bz and workload will increase but i c this as a chance for me to learn more and to c the world wider. Im oso hoping to join the NGOs asap... Wishing 1 day i'll be able to volunteer world wide wherever there is disaster. It's time i finally make my dreams come true.
Im goin to miss every1 frm my virtual world, especially Ishu Boss and im sure they will drift apart frm me and eventually there is ntg to talk about anymore. Even tho tis pain me and i'll miss HIM very very much but tis is life. I have to go on wif my life... coz time wait for no1 Haiz... how i dreaded having to give him up...
Im able to type this long long blog 2day coz i jz came back frm dinner wif Ori and Mandy. They brought me to Chow Kit for our dinner. It was good. We had fried bee hoon which is laden wif oyster, squid, pork, vege and fried pork's oil (wats it call?). Beside that we had BitterGourd's soup and stir fry vege (yau mak dam). It cost us rm39.90 for our dinner which we shared. Errr.... me and ori pay rm10/each LOL the rest Mandy bao >.<
Im very dam sleepy now coz i'd been waking up 6.30am every morning to go to work but y im still here making an entry? Bcoz im sure if i go home now i'll fall flat on my bed n sleep. But im too full to sleep now, so i make a trip to the cc to digest n online for a while.
